Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I can't deny..

the fact that I am totally jealous of my friend all going to NYC this weekend! They have been planning it for a while and I was going up until I realize how much I was going to need to pay to have Quinn. I just could really use the time away...not that I don't love my children because I do and love every day I get to stay home with them, but sometimes it really drags on a person...especially being sleep deprived and nursing.

I have had a very short fuse with my husband lately and I know a lot of it has to do that I never get time to myself and when I do it's doing something for someday. I try to go at least grocery shopping by myself but even that doesn't happen. We haven't gotten into a schedule yet and my husband is not very good with scheduling time and being productive. At least he gets the drive into work to be alone. Even as I write this Quinn who was dead asleep miraclously woke up as I started to type...so what the heck?

mommy just needs a break...but sometimes that break costs money and that I definately DO NOT have any.

Although, if I did have the money a few months ago to go on this trip(which I had some set aside) I do think I would feel really guilty for going and spending that money on me. As there are some weeks I wonder where I get the money to buy food...

So girls, have a great time and I'm envious...

2 comments:

Lori said...

it is hard to be a stay at home mom... especially the time alone part. it does get better once the littler one get on a schedule. I say try to take time over the weekend to go for a walk around the block by yourself at least... just something to get away

Jess614 said...

I can't go anymore, message me and I'll tell you why