so many thoughts!

i have so many thoughts swimming around in this brain of mine today that I don't where to start or what to say.

Avery just kills me sometimes.
-It was raining today and he wanted me to go get the dog. He was upstairs tied outside. He kept coming back and forth to get me 3 times before I got the message of what he wanted. He can say Rascal, so I don't know why he doesn't say it!
-refused to take a nap once again. he seems to be in the habit of pooping after i put him down for a nap, i change him, and then in hope i wait to see if he will sleep. he finally did!
-he sat and watched an entire episode of Dora tonight. Didn't budge off the couch...we dont' get to watch it very often b/c they changed the shows on noggin to the most annoying shows of all, when he has time to watch a little tv during dinner(aka while mommy is attempting to make it)
-as soon as dora was over though, music came on and he started laughing! I look over and he is climbing off the couch and he is dancing with a big goofy grin!
-he climbs into the baby swing by himself...next time i will strap him in! he fell face first right into the floor. ouchies! he had great balance other than trying to get out himself!

Avery has to go for a weight check tomorrow. I'm hoping he has gained weight in the last 6 weeks. Here I am trying to loose weight(very unsuccessfully i should add) and he needs to gain it! Well how do i do this without getting him hooked on all kinds of junk food? the last thing I want is a child to have my terrible eating habits! Its funny too b/c when he was a baby everyone(usually strangers, but not always) would say how big of a baby he was. He was never big, but average. Now it seems he has his daddy's metabolism! Damn...I wish I had it!

I feel a bit accomplished today! I cleaned out under my desk, washed the winter coats, scrubbed the tubs, and put some of the clothes away. Someday my husband will clean and organize his office and stop dumping his crap on my stuff in the bedroom. The downstairs of the house looks pretty decent once the toys get picked up. But don't go upstairs. I'm sure it could be worse, I'm just sick of looking at it and don't know what to do with it all. Half the problem is, is that I have no storage in the house. We have an attic, but I don't go up there. I'm afraid the stairs will collapse under me! It will slowly get there I'm sure...I hope.

I have also been "spoiled" the last 3 work days. As I have only had one child for daycare and he leaves at 830. this means Avery and I have the rest of the day to get out of the house and do something. I have very bad cabin fever and hope it goes away soon. I miss leaving the house when I wanted too...but I'm doing it so we can have some extra money. Although, I am running out of places to go, as its still cold and RAINY/SNOWY! hello, its spring! Tomorrow is supposed to be in the 60's but rainy. I'm hoping it will not rain and we can do something. Wish I had someone to do something with as well.

Anyway, I need to go to bed. as amy said, 5:30 comes early! Night!